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My Poetry
Thursday, 8 February 2007
Because of you
i want someone to love me
is that too much to ask?
i want someone to care
is that such a huge task?
i need someone
to stick by my side
to help me deal
with my pain inside
when i was young
you made me feel loved
now when i'm older
you just give me a shove
no matter what i did
you always turned me away
by the hurtful things you say
and the hateful things you did
you made me think that no one cared
when someone did i pushed them away
when you tried to talk
i had nothing to say
i was always quiet
you never really cared
you never comfort me
when i was scared
my life was miserable
the heartache you drew
i  life full of hate
all because of you

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 3:00 AM EST
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Tuesday, 6 February 2007
The Pain Inside Her
she looks at me
with wisdom beyond her years
in her eyes are hidden tears
her secrets she tried to hide
she doesn't want the world to know
what she has buried inside
shes afraid to live
afraid of another lie
the pressure is so deep
she constantly thinks of it
she cant sleep
she wants to wake up
to find her problems are faded away;
wake up to a better brighter day
she knows shes more fortunate
than many by far
but she cant help but wish
things weren't the way they are
she wants to bury herself away from everyone
she cant bear to feel tortured
while they have so much fun
her eyes tear up and blur
she tells everyone sorry for the way things are
she smiles to make it seems okay
but they don't know
that she cries inside
to this day

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:48 PM EST
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Silent Angel
you're hurting me
my should torn to shreds
i can never forget
what you have left
when i cry at night
you cant hear my silent plea
darkness surrounds me
i can hear no more
is that a good thing?
the sobbing the pain
your voice at my door
can i lost one more day
or forever be your silent prey
i'm wishing now and forever more
why does there got to be more
someone help me
give me strength
to bad my life is in shreds
no one notices
no one cares
that i'm crying at night
when no ones there

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How Can You
how can you write what you feel
when you feel not at all?
how can you cry when you're hurt
if you're numb to fall?
how can you smile to the world
if the world lets you down?
how can you swim in the sea
of you'll only drown?
how can you speak
if you don't have a voice?
how can you choose
if you don't have a choice?
how can you breathe
if you've no life to live
how can you die
if you've no be forgive

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:47 PM EST
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Tainted Angel
hiding in a corner
with her wings tucked in
tears in her eyes
and cuts on her skin
she once was innocent
at some point in time
because of her scars
shes no longer divine
her wings are withered
her arms rest on her knees
her tears run down
as fast as her wrist bleeds
do you see her
hiding over there
are you going to act
like you don't care
in torment and tears
she does well
we cannot help
this tainted angel

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Adieu
i'm alone now
there's an empty feeling inside
you say you'll be there for me
but i just run away and hide
all alone in my room
its the way i like to be
when i'm there i feel safe
nobodys there to hurt me
i remember all the pain
and all the lies that came along
don't you understand?
what you're doing is wrong
its all inside of me waiting to burst
its sad to know
that its you, your lies and hurting
that made it the worst
i try to tell you its wrong
but you don't understand
you made me feel worthless
like nobodys there to hold my hand
thats all i ever wanted
but your stinginess consumed you
i guess you've lost a friend
now i bid you adieu

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:46 PM EST
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Innocent Suicide
he covers his arm
to hide the scar
he remembers someone saying
" no one cares who you are"
he bought a ticket
and came to the dance
he gave socializing
one more chance
he say in the back
from everyone he fled
he cut up his arm
and cried as he bled
people kept away
as he bled on the floor
tears ran down his face
as he cut some more
"what is he doing?"
"how long has he cried?"
they asked as they watched
his innocent suicide

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:45 PM EST
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scars
skin is thin and unbroken
like words of hate
left unspoken
until the blade on conflict cuts
the skin that spreads
is opened up
the blood flows out like crimson streams
surrounds and drowns even the longest screams
until the river red runs dry
all else is left alone to die
the wound
it slowly closes up
and mends until it heals all shut
it hides the pain it felt before
and waits for the pan thats left in store
scars appear where wounds once healed
and still reveals where holes were sealed
reminds of times of massive loss
when losing canceled out the cost
the only thing prolonging pain
are memories inside the brain
that if erased
would put to rest
reminders of the pain thats left

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A Tear
a tear for a time
when you held me tight
told me things
would always be alright
a kiss for when
you were my best friend
i could never imagine
this would come to an end
a memory forgotten
as time goes by
when the time came
i asked god why
how could he take
something too good to be true?
as i watched you lie there
i whispered "i love you."
you've been gone for years
what seems to be longer
although i miss you
this has all made me stronger
i believe in myself
for you would too
whatever i put my mind toward?i know i can do
this last tear will show
how much i do care
and even though you're in heaven
i know you're still there.

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:44 PM EST
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With all my Heart
i knew from the start
that you would fill
the empty spot in my heart
i cant wait to spend
the rest of my life with you
just one heart, just us two
i cherish every minute
when i'm with you
and i hope that you
feel the same way too
you're a gift from god
an angel without wings
i cant wait to walk down the aisle with you
as the church bells ring
like they'll say on our wedding day
til death do us part
i want you to know
i love you with all my heart

Posted by sweetcakes5989 at 7:43 PM EST
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